Hwei Ming

Can you imagine, 1 more month. 1 more more till,
“Departing:      Kuala Lumpur(KUL – Kuala Lumpur Intl Terminal M) on Wed, 17 Sep 2008, 2145 hrs”

31 more days left to die in Malaysia.

744 short needle movement.

44,640 minutes to make 714,240 more breaths in Malaysia which is equal to a total of 535,680 liters of Malaysia’s breathable air.

2,678,400 seconds to make 14,096,842.11 reactions with my 100 billion neurons and 100 trillion sysnapses in brain to tell me, how much I am going miss you dearly when I’m gone.

31 unwanted mornings.

30 sleepless nights.

90 tasteless meals.

and,

3,593,520 unwilling heart beats.

There is no such things as “limitless” in my dictionary anymore when it comes to you, expect for my never ending prayer for your forgiveness, your love, your safety and, forever and ever your happiness.

It is because when it comes between me and you, within me, its all about you.

Life is complicated I know, sometimes, we do stuff we only understood so far. The rest was left to the receiving end to decide.

Anyway, for the past few days, or maybe weeks, I’ve been totally put off on everything that comes to me. I have started swearing again. Showing signs of ignorance.

This isn’t who I am.

And, I’m sorry.

It shall be a new start for me in Manchester, and I shall make it my happy ending for me in Malaysia.