Hwei Ming

So, it has almost been 4 month since I left Malaysia.

And in that 4 months, I’ve been using the same shampoo that I’ve brought all the way from Malaysia, and there is no surprise neither that I finally ran out off shampoo..

What I did today was, I went to The SuperDrug Store, and got myself “head&shoulders-cool menthol” shampoo.

And all Hail the experience..

After much stressful revision which I am not going to be able to finish in time, I decided to take a stress reliving bath…and, also a reason to try out the new shampoo that I’ve bought.

So, after getting up from my chair and….

*To keep your parents happy, and mine too, we’ll have to skip this part k.. *

I took a big squeeze of the shampoo, and applied it to my hair.

I, following the instruction stated,

“Gently massage into your scalp and work through to the tips of your hair”

So I did, and oh lord,

I felt a sudden rush of rejuvination. Its like, putting vicks into your mucus filled nostrils.

Never before have I ever thought of washing my head with Colgate or Darly.

Can you imagine, those refreshing feeling you get in your mouth after brushing, on your head?

I doubt you can, so why not now, get your keys, bas pass, wallet whatever, and go to your local store, and grab a head&shoulder-cool menthol and try it out yourself.

I’m not too sure whether that this product is available globally, so let me give you alternative if you are desperate to give it a try.

Get your toothpaste

Anyway, I must say to top the refereshing minty experience, I would recommend using LOREAL men expert Hydra Energetic  foaming cleansing gel.

The name is mouthful, I know, but it really add up that refreshing affect. Something you get from studying over 250 pages, and dip your head into a icy cold bucket of water.

Anyway, I really like morning has just come, once more!

So after turning off the shower, and unveiling the shower curtains,

I just realize I’ve left my towel in my room.

-_-

*To keep your parents and mine happy, we’ll skip this part too*

And so, I made it out of the toilet and learn my leasson,

don’t study too hard till you desperately want to bath with your newly bought shampoo..

And now I am wondering, does all that mint gonna make my “tenders”, weak?

Someone wasn’t too keen on seeing Paris I guess..

Well,

I have to study, 2 more weeks, I can do it, I must do it, I’m in deep shit.

Well, I guess, this time it’s different.

Having to maintain myself and study at the same time, is one lot of an experience.

Oh my, thank god Gemini Take Away is just around the conner.

Hope Miss Gemini will cheer up to good.

Study.

*end*

Wake up my dear… Its a Sunday Morning..

Its time to get up, breakfast is ready at the table, but if you want, I’ll bring them here…

Just for you..

No? Don’t want to eat? You can’t be like that..

I tell you want, I’ll let you know something, in return, you got to have breakfast alright..?

I made them just for you, and right after breakfast, we’ll go to the museum alright??

I’ll bring them here.. you can have it on the bed…

Right.

Now, ever wonder why I always insist that you sleep next to the window, the window facing the east?

Well, it’s because every morning when the sun starts to rise, and the curtains are all open,

you eclipses the sun with your presents, causing the rays to bend against you,

your hair causes rays to appear more beautiful then clouds and leafs itself.

creating an aura if tenderness in the air.

Your soft pale skins create calmness in the surround, making me just happy knowing that you are still here in the morning.

And that my dear, is why I always gaze at you in morning breathlessly.

What more could a man ask….

Well….

…Now, it’s time for breakfast.

The coffee is just the way you like it, and my special muffins.

We’ll leave for the museum when you are ready.

*kisses forehead*

It’s the end of 2008 and well, the begining of 2009.

A new year, with new resolution.

New start, new begining, new almost everything.

I just hope this old person here can keep up with life.

A whole new year to get inspired, and think and think and think..

A whole new year to look at things differently, and think and think and think..

and a whole new year to never stop dreaming..

em.. sleep and sleep and sleep…

Its midnight…well, off to dreaming..

Happy 2009 people,

With all of the love in this world, just for you and you and you…

and you..

Night, with love of joys…

Say hello, that is to my new wallet…

I was wallet-less since the first day I got here.

Why?

Cause my Malaysian Wallet is no match in size against the British Pound.

Not only the currency exchange rate is way larger then Ringgit, but the size is much much larger too.

Ironic.

Anyway, been not eating well lately, been really caught up with my work.

But but but but,

Oh, check out what it did to me?

Mantap le??

All you guys are so gonna be deep shit when I come back!!

:p

Okie, back to work…

I guess live finally got caught up with me.

I starting to find myself, either studying, doing homework, taking pictures, going grocery shopping, going to the library, to the laboratory, laundry, Gemini Take Away,… and ugh… just ugh…

I wonder what will happen now, then, much much then, and even more then.

I truly, honestly, want to come home. Not for the joy of the food, Not for the comfort of home, but just to lay and probably just die in one arms, for I’ll never want to leave or live again.

For it’ll be one feeling to die for, for real, to die.

It is a hallucination which blinds mortals, and forever trap them into this insanity called love.

It fabricates feelings of lost, emptiness, anxiety, nervous, loneliness, however, it is just right there in front of you.

Its something that makes you go wau,

its something that makes you asked yourself, “is she an angel?”

If she is,

then, “how do i talk to an angel??”

And that, I truly wonder…

Where is it? When you needed it most…

6600miles away…

6600miles away till i can swing your heart away on swing in a open field

6600miles away till i can playing catch up on you..

6600 bloody miles away be closer than ever to you..

baby, i need a hug…

badly…

i just miss you too much….

badly too…

sorry…

Its -6 degree outside now… Can’t it get any colder?

I have this excruciating hunger right now, and it’s not helping with the cold.

I have a heater that does not want to be turned on,

and the only source of heat which makes my heart melts is so far away.

T__T

I’m feeling cold..

Can I get a hug here??

*pout*

I never get the chance to really hold you,

I never get the chance to really touch you,

I never get the chance to carry you,

I never really got the chance to kiss you.

but, I thank god, I still have a chance to talk to you, as word is all I have,

all I have to take your heart away.

At times, if you ever felt robbed, robbed of your heart away,

always remember I’ll always treasure it above everything els that I possess.

Nuff said dear,

Rise and shine…

I truly wonder, what brings you closer to the one you love.

A high speed video chat, you could almost be there to touch it, but you can’t.

or

A snail mail. you can touch it, but you can not listen and, boy, its 2 weeks old already.

It keeps me wondering…

A chat on MSN, Skype, gTalk, Jabber, does it really beats having a letter from far away?

Ugh.. Thoughts….

*think*

oh well, since I have all of them, might just use them all.

Anyway, have develope a new habit, of, Je-Jak-ing, thank you very much.

The rate I’m going, it might just snow earlier in my room, and later in the city of Manchester.

Busy now, been working hard studying and watching wall.e and well, just and…

Missing you guys, haven’t been keeping in touch much lately, well, hope things change.

oh..oh..and Thomas in a relationship? Not telling me..whats this.. THOMAS, IF YOU ARE READING THIS!! EMAIL ME AN EXPLANATION!!

Till then, tu dos..

I dream,

one day, we’ll both be in an open field such as this,

we’ll climb to the highest point, holding hands,

laying on beds of fallen leafs, hearing our laughter and the symphony of crispy dried leaves.

Sharing thoughts of each other, until a leaf decides to fall right on your lips, and give you a little kiss.

We’ll embrace the moment, and we’ll embrace it so still, so clam, so slowly, that heaven would fly by.

We’ll watch the cloud, the sky, change color as it hits the ground,

we’ll watch the un-blossom roses, blossom bravely towards the winter, as everything else starts to die, it chooses to live.

Above all, we’ll be counting planes, the number of planes we’ve missed to get on, to be that close again.

With all the love in the world,

Me